more than words

something really strange happened on my way home just now.

i was just passing by this bus stop poster of an upcoming japanese movie. the poster reveals that one of the actors acted in "letters from iwo jima". when i saw "letters from iwo jima", my heart felt strangely sad as i could feel this dull ache in me.

and the weird thing was, i haven't even watched the movie before. aside from knowing that it's a war movie, i have no idea what the plot is. i've seen its poster before though.

strange how certain words can evoke certain feelings in you.

it's definitely something psychological.

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after today's very depressing class,

and thinking about the upcoming killer week,

i don't even know how to describe how down i'm feeling right now.

all i want now is for 15th may to come quick.

- edit | 6th may -

amidst all the frustrations, i'm really touched that my cgl esther called me this morning to pray for me, hot tears flowing down my cheeks as she did.

thankful for her.

also thankful for joanne, who's enduring this nonsense along with me.

also thankful for churchies, whose companionship during all the mugging/chionging the past sem had given me much comfort and joy.. knowing that i'm not alone in this.

also thankful for parents, for being there. always.