子欲传

the play is over, for now.

i really really had a good time for the past one month plus rehearsing with my brothers & sisters in Christ. (:

all the initial weekly acting rehearsals with my brother & my beloved fellow cast-members: (the family!) bryan, tim, wanying laoshi, & teck cheng laoshi. and then the full-scaled rehearsals with all the props/costume/lights/music people!

seriously had tons of fun doing this play man. (:

i still remember being very skeptical about my own acting abilities before i decided to go for the "audition", and to take up the acting role. 

i remember voicing out my insecurities to tianli about my stage fright, 

about my soft voice,

about how nobody will be able to hear me. HAHA.

gareth said that acting really needs talent & i agree with him. 

up till now, i still don't think i can act. 

and being able to come thus far i don't think it was due to my own ability. 

tp once shared that sometimes he feels thankful that he gets the chance to serve in the choir despite being a not-so-fantastic pianist. 

because of that he is able to completely rely on His power & strength, instead of subconsciously glorifying himself with a fantastic talent.

and i think i experienced that too during the play. (:

i'm glad i stepped out of my comfort zone in the end,

to be part of an act that touches & inspires fellow Christians. 

oh, the joy of doing His work.

my greatest joy isn't hearing praises about our acting/props/whatever,

but knowing that emotions were stirred among the audience,

and that people have indeed received the message.

thank You Lord for 子欲传！